The beginning of the Journey in the Porn valley

In the beginning...

I discovered today that I am a porn addict. And I must have been such weird man for years and years. Yeah, I guess if you are reading that post, maybe you should take the survey to know if you are one too? [http://www.throughtheflame.org/survey.php]

But my purpose in that journey blog is not to convince anyone to resign. I would love to do so myself, but I am absolutely convinced I cannot, and that such attempt is vein. I already tried - several times - and I always finally failled after some time. Reading some supporting web site convinced me that the solution does not lie there - in sharing my pain with clueless people.

Let's face it: my porn addiction is a passion - even a perverted one. But it became a pain mainly because it eat all my time, more and more. No more time for love, for life, for work. I need to control it. I need to turn that into some positive action, and control that onanism inclination.

So, this is the rational for starting that journey in the porn valley. I am not sure where I am going, but I hope I will find a place to rest. The intent is not to be another porn vacuum, compilation of stolen content and link to payperview sites... Through some actual editorial content (ok, I don't mean good editorial content, you will juge hopefully!), I'd like to describe porn from a porn addict perspective. So don't expect critisism, justification, or any intellectual stuff. Also, don't expect me to take any moral statement: as a porn addict, I am always encline to push the limit...